December 7, 2005
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I'm SO not going back next term...
Now that I know what I got for my maths extension 2 assessment, I feel even more guilty about not going to sculpture on Monday. It's weird. I know I'll get to go tomorrow instead, so why do I still feel bad about it?
I think I'm becoming obsessed about the sculpture class. Then again, it started when I started having to go to maths extension 2 on Tuesday mornings. Am I just obsessed with it because of the timetable mess that I now have?
Come to think of it, may be I should quit maths extension 2 instead. Given my assessment results, I might as well drop it now so I can keep going to my sculpture class? All that joking about how ironic it is for me to do maths extension 2, may be I really shouldn't be doing extension 2. (Not that I should be a scientist like someone said either, but then that's an established joke ever since I brought it back to school. Why did I do that? Hey, that came from the same place that this whole thing started too...)
No, I'm just saying it. I don't think I even like my sculpture class that much. Definitely not so much that I'd quit a subject at school because of it. (Does that mean I like maths enough to quit sculpture for it? I don't like maths that much, but then if I like maths enough to do extension 2... Ahh! I started another circle trap for myself.)
I'm glad that it'll all be over tomorrow after I go and finish off the last of what I've started. This circle of trouble needs to end. I think it's actually affecting my other subjects too. I'm feeling bad about this all the time. I didn't even worry about my assessments. I don't even feel that bad about the results even if they aren't that good.
Why am I worrying about sculpture when I have so much work to do this holiday? Let's see... Physics worksheets and summary, chemistry dot points, English past papers and other questions, heaps of economics worksheets... Ahhh!!!
I know that I'll manage to get everything done with perfect timing. May be that's why I don't worry about my school work and end up going around in circles instead.
